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Friday, January 26, 2024 + Day 180 The three of us all woke up late at night because of the time difference. Mom captured! Ai Shinnara As soon as I wake up, I feed Ella. You seem to be in a good mood, as if you had a good night’s sleep. 🥹

He’s such a sweetheart! While I was pumping, I saw my husband reading Ella’s book. End of today’s pumping I love you both Koki and Ella🤍 The baby food supplies I prepared arrived one by one. I think it would be good to show you what I have prepared.

First of all, people who use Tripp Trapp must buy it ✔️ Lunelle Tripp Trap Tray Cover I plan to buy two and use them alternately. * This video was produced in partnership with Baby Brezza Korea baby food master product. I am really, really thankful that Baby Brezza Korea sent me a gift..🥺

This is the national parenting item ✔️ Baby Brezza ‘Baby Food Master Machine’ Personally, I am really thankful for the Baby Brezza. After Ella was born, they sent me everything from a powdered milk maker to a steam dryer as gifts.

As I was losing full hair, I stopped feeding formula, so I only used it briefly in the beginning. The baby food master machine is an item I’ve been really interested in lately, so I’m really looking forward to it. Includes a user manual Let’s open the baby food master right away. It’s carefully packaged.

Oh, I think it’s nice that it’s more compact than I thought and doesn’t take up much space in the kitchen. You can attach the container to the main body like this. When you open the container lid Includes detachable blades It is said that the blade axis and blade must be accurately combined.

👶🏻 A suction cup is attached to the bottom of the main body to minimize shaking when the blender is in operation. This is what the control panel looks like and I will video the actual usage review next week! I’m taking a look at the user manual before cleaning.

It was very easy to clean before use. Water tank on the back of the body Remove the mixer container open the lid Except the blade Open the water tank lid and separate it. I washed each and every part with a neutral detergent. Rinse thoroughly with water several times. Let it dry like this.

Put half of the water in the bucket Fill the other half with vinegar. Close the water bottle lid tightly. I will attach the water tank to the main body and leave it like this for 24 hours. (The subsequent cleaning video is included at 13 minutes and 38 seconds.)

* This video was produced in partnership with Baby Brezza Korea’s Warmly baby food product. and! There are more gifts from Baby Brezza!🫢 These are ‘Warmly’ baby food products made by Baby Brezza Korea. Let me quickly show you what’s in the box. Don’t worry, I’ll introduce it in more detail later😉

Baby Brezza, who sent me so many different products.. I love you..🤍 One. Silicone Plate & Bowl Set Wormly Silicone Modular Suction Plate and Bowl Set It comes in a calm gray color and contains a pink silicone ball that can be removed when the lid is opened.

Since it comes with a lid, it would be great to store baby food cubes in advance and refrigerate them to thaw. And an additional cream-colored silicone ball was sent🤍 Wouldn’t it be perfect to change it up like this depending on your mood each day? So cute🥹 2. Silicone spoons

This is a spoon exclusively for the first stage of baby food. Made of platinum silicone that is soft and safe to fit the baby’s mouth. Boiling sterilization is also possible. Ergonomic design that even babies with small hands can easily hold

The part that goes into the mouth does not touch the floor, so it can be used hygienically. It has a special case for the spoon, making it easy to store and carry. 3. Silicone Multi cubes – 6 cubes –

This is a 6-piece silicone cube mold that is essential for making cube baby food. The double sealed structure allows the cubes to be stored neatly and freshly. Using safe and soft silicone without harmful ingredients, the contents are easily removed. There are graduation lines so you can easily fit 35g into each cube.

4. Silicone Multi cubes – 12 Cubes – This is a 12-hole silicone cube mold. Each cube mold can hold 25g. The lid made of non-toxic PP material holds the body firmly, allowing for stable storage. 5. Silicone Baby Bib Next is Wormly’s silicone bib. Isn’t the color so pretty?🥹

Made of soft silicone material, it can be used without problems even on baby’s delicate skin. The neck circumference can be adjusted as the baby grows, so it can be used for a long time. 6. premium stackable + portable baby food containers This is a baby food storage container made of Tritan material.

Tritan material developed by Eastman, a global materials company, was used. It is said to be an eco-friendly material that does not contain any compounds that produce environmental hormones. It is said to be a material widely used in food containers for infants and children, so you can trust it and use it😌

Because it can be stacked like this, it is easy to store and has excellent space utilization and portability. I really like how it stacks up. Each container can hold up to 220ml of food. The transparent material allows you to check the contents accurately and easily.

Thank you so much to Baby Brezza Korea for sending me these various products so I can try them out🤍 From design to color, Warmly baby food supplies are very mom-style. Originally, I was planning to start baby food at 180 days.

As soon as I got back from Hawaii, I was very busy organizing my luggage and stuff. I don’t think I can start right away because I have some personal stuff going on🥺 However, as I prepared all the baby food items one by one, I’m really excited and looking forward to something!

I plan to wash all the items I received before using them. Bubble bubble🫧🫧 I washed it thoroughly and returned it to the dryer and sterilizer. And I bought some famous national items from Richell. First step, I bought a straw cup, a baby food spoon, and a straw to refill the straw cup.

The yellow and red lids were used by her nephews and were inherited from her sister. I only bought the pink lid. The one I inherited didn’t have a straw, so I just bought a replacement straw. I bought two types of baby food spoons in different sizes, which are a popular item at Richell.

After washing with neutral detergent, I put it in the dryer for disinfection. * This video was produced in partnership with the Junie Cozy Baby Food Cube product. Next is the ✔️Cozy Baby Food Cube sent as a gift from ‘Zuni’!🤍

While looking into baby food supplies, I did a lot of searching to find out what kind of cube mold I should use. Then I discovered ✔️ Junie Cozy Baby Food Cube product! The unique design stands out, different from the commonly used silicone cubes.

I chose one with 8 balls and the other with 6 balls. Juni’s cube frame consists of each cube and a double storage case to hold the cubes. It holds 8 50ml cubes and can be stored neatly.

The scale lines on the cube are engraved from 10ml to 50ml. I think it will be very useful during early weaning. In the case of 6 pieces, 120ml cubes and 50ml cubes are included. If you compare the sizes of the two cubes, the difference is this much.

The advantage of the Zuni Cube is that each ingredient for the baby to eat can be stored individually. You can freeze them individually and use only as much as you need. I liked it because it seemed like it could be used more hygienically🥰

I think it can be really useful in each size, from early baby food to late baby food😆 Junie’s Cozy Baby Food Cube with a double airtight lid is truly a godsend! The colors were pretty and each cube was so cute that I felt like I was playing house🥹

I will show you how to use the Zuni Cube again soon. Before use, wash each cube thoroughly with a neutral detergent. I stored it in a dry sterilizer😌 I purchased a bib made of waterproof material from Amazon. ✔️ Tiny Twinkle Mess-Proof Baby Bib 3 Pack Wow so cute🥹

When Ella did her laundry, I washed it and hung it up. The high chair was bought by my parents-in-law before Ella was born. ✔️ Stokke Trip Trap! I finally got it out Next is ✔️ Ivory early and middle stage rice flour. One bag each of early glutinous rice and brown rice powder

I purchased a set of two bags of initial stage 2 rice flour and oatmeal powder. While ordering, I also ordered medium-seasoned rice powder to save on shipping costs. I purchased the mid-season rice flour as a set product that includes steps 1 and 2. Next is the cooking tool.

✔️Cutting boards are prepared with 3 types of Doble Premier Burgundy set. I bought it after seeing reviews saying it was light and didn’t leave scratches, but the color was just my mom’s favorite.🤍 I also ordered a stainless steel cutting board holder and plan to use it standing up like this.

Wash the cutting board thoroughly After drying, I placed it neatly in the cutting board holder. The next strainer is ✔️ Twodeco stainless steel baby food strainer When it comes to kitchen utensils, I prefer all stainless steel products. Early baby food should be prepared by filtering it through a strainer to remove any particles.

As you can see, the strainer is really tight. There are so many different types of baby food knives that we still have. I didn’t buy it separately because I didn’t use it all. Of these, I plan to use only two for baby food.

This is the ✔️ Lunel Tripp Trapp Tray Cover that I showed you earlier. They say Tripp Trapp trays don’t absorb well. I washed the tray well and dried it. I thought a lot about how to store baby food cubes. I purchased the Changshin Living Skylark Jumbo No. 2, which has excellent sealing power.

I also washed the cube storage container well and dried it on a drying rack. I’m looking around to buy silicone utensils for baby food. I bought some of the famous ✔️ URVS bowls. I also purchased ✔️ Lokoyu silicone baby food tableware, which is famous for its emotional parenting items.

* This video was produced in partnership with Lock&Lock’s one-meal baby food container product. Next is the baby food container. Thank you very much for sending a gift from Lock&Lock in support of Ella’s baby food!🥹 ✔️ You sent me two types of Lock&Lock Little Love Meal Series.

I think you know this product well because it is a very popular national item among mothers. Little Rub One Meal consists of 3 square baby food containers. The silicone lid has a steam hole function and a safety cap handle for safer use.

And next is ✔️ Lock&Lock Little Rub, a convenient baby food container for just one meal. This is my first time seeing this design, but it’s so pretty!🫢 The screw seal cap makes it easy to open and close at once.

This product has a stronger sealing power compared to silicone lid products. It has the advantage of being safe to use anytime, anywhere as the contents do not leak. I’m even more excited and looking forward to pretty baby food now that I have the courage🤍 Lock&Lock Thank you again🙏🏻

I didn’t know that Lock&Lock would send me a gift. The Lock&Lock Little Rub Bar Meal round container that I bought with my own money😆 If you’ve been watching my videos for a long time, will you remember me?😆

I bought it in advance when Ella was in tummy. ✔️ Glasslock Baby x Vivienda baby food container It comes in two configurations: a silicone lid and a four-sided adhesive lid. Before use, I washed everything thoroughly and put it in the dryer and sterilizer.

I bought the baby food spoon from Amazon while Ella was pregnant. ✔️ Munchikin White Hot Safety Spoons This spoon is made of pastel-colored silicone and stainless steel. Four is too many, so give the blue and green ones as summer gifts. Ella is going to use these two.

What’s really amazing about this spoon is that it senses temperature. If it’s too hot, the color of the spoon turns white like this🫢 Phew.. I washed the dishes one by one until night. There wasn’t enough drying rack, so I even laid out the island table to dry.

Oh, and I ✔️ bought Yukoppa’s baby food calendar in paper form. I’m a person who gave up on using diaries and ultrasound albums during pregnancy because they were too bothersome. Will I be able to write this consistently..🤣

You can engrave any text you want on the refrigerator magnet, so I engraved it with Ella’s name. I bought it because I thought I would need it for cube baby food ✔️ Nimbot labeler D110A model This is a label machine that connects to a cell phone via Bluetooth.

When making cube baby food, I bought it so that I could label the cubes, including the date they were made and the type. I chose Ella’s name as a test. Additional 9 types of Free Pick label paper purchased I’ve introduced the baby food supplies I’ve prepared so far.

Actually, they were all filmed on different days. I thought it would be easier to see if I gathered them all together and showed them all at once. In addition, there are other small things I have purchased and prepared, and I will show them to you later.

As I start flipping, I don’t sit still for even a moment. Thanks to Ella who tries to turn things around, the difficulty level of motherhood is raised!😅 You look uncomfortable somewhere… You’re ugly, my daughter..🤣

I felt strangely sleepy today, but instead of taking a nap, I got so upset and cried that I got through it😭 You were really strange today… Crying while hitting his thigh…-_- Why on earth are you doing this..? Don’t make it difficult for Mom, go to sleep quickly~

It is said that she cried for a while and finally fell asleep😅 today’s lunch The fish gas here is so delicious🤤 Pork cutlet kimbap Grilled dumplings Rabokki is also delicious. Even the fish cake stew was delicious! While Ella was napping

While I was pumping, I looked through some baby food books I had inherited from her older sister. The book on the right is almost like papyrus… Ella hasn’t been eating much lately, so her breast milk is piling up in the fridge 😭 As soon as I finished pumping, Ella woke up!

Goki is sleeping hidden behind the recliner chair🥹 I’m going to clean the baby food master water tank that I filled with vinegar water during the day. Pour all the water into the bucket Empty all the vinegar water accumulated in the steam compartment of the main body.

The body was lightly wiped with a wet tissue. I dried the steam part with a paper towel. Clean all parts again with neutral detergent. I shook off the moisture and returned the dryer to the sterilizer. After assembling all disinfected parts, take water from the purifier.

When the water tank is connected to the main body, it fills with water with a gurgling sound. Attach the mixer container to the main body. Set it to steam mode for 15 minutes. Repeat this process until you no longer smell the vinegar.

I bought Ritter Robot 4 directly from the US, thinking it would arrive before going to Hawaii. Unfortunately, I arrived a day after leaving Hawaii and was left unattended. The Ritter Robot 3 that I was originally using kept getting system errors and stopped working.

It would be a big deal if it stopped working while we were in Hawaii, so I bought it in advance. It was a pity that I couldn’t use it when I really needed it. Still, I’m going to try installing a new robot toilet for Goki. The design came out really pretty this time.

Now all you have to do is fill it with new sand. It’s a waste collection box. Just put the bag here before use. For those of you who are curious about the cost of direct purchase, please let me know: Ritter Robot 4 was $629.10 with the US military discount.

Other shipping costs are $182.09 The tariff was about 180,000 won, so based on the exchange rate, the total cost was about 1.27 million won. The Ritter Robot 3 I was originally using kept showing errors. There wasn’t a single error while I was in Hawaii😓

I’m giving it as a gift(?) to a friend’s family who has three cats. Ella is awake and playing. I tried to bite it for the first time in a while just to see if it would happen, but it failed as expected..

I think it will take some time to get used to the time difference. I breastfed him while lying down to get him to sleep again at night. After tossing around for a while, I fell asleep. Saturday, January 27, 2024 + Day 181 Ella woke up and then fell back asleep.

The sweet potatoes she ordered for the day she arrived in Korea also arrived. I heard it was really delicious, so I bought it as a tool from a place called Skinny Pig. Since coming to Korea, I have yet to eat a sweet potato that can compete with Japan’s Kantakun sweet potato🥲

Princess Ella Wake Up I took a picture of it because it was funny to see him lying still like that for a long time🤣 My legs are just levitating Are you doing a trick? We are packing up our luggage from our trip and cleaning the house.

My husband feeds Ella and plays with Koki. I am using Ella Nosibu to clear my nose. During my trip to Hawaii, a lot of dust accumulated and Koki fur rolled around on the floor. My husband and I are working hard on two vacuum cleaners. So I finished cleaning the house

I just Dad’s Not a cute daughter of the U.S. Air Force It’s my daughter I tried to dress her in the clothes that her mother-in-law and her friend made for her. I kept fiddling with the tutu skirt because it was so amazing😆 It’s been a long time since I rode a jumperoo.

But strangely enough, he grew up and tried to touch various things. I burned it for about 15 minutes and I guess I’m sick of it now🙄 I’m not feeling well This is a special training for Ella, who is not yet able to sit well because she is about to start baby food.

I’m going to let her sit in the highchair for at least 10 minutes a day so she can get used to it. Why was our lady so annoyed..? Oh, I guess I was hungry. Ella-chan’s eyes are moist because she’s hungry🥹 This is my first time using a government child care service.

Ella is not particularly shy and is easily embraced by anyone. I have to leave the house for a long time tomorrow In case Ella would have a hard time with her new teacher, she tried it out in advance. Luckily Ella looks okay. I pumped while the teacher was there.

Huh.. why are you like that.. For lunch today, I bought a rib lunch box from Galbit House and ate it. The composition is clear. I didn’t like the water cold noodles because the noodles had a strange taste.

I guess I’ll have to clean out the freezer soon before I can start making cube baby food. I pumped my milk and ate donuts while reading a baby food book. Sunday, January 28, 2024 + Day 182 Why are you awake already? Ella wakes up early in the morning and feels happy alone.

Ella sometimes wakes up early in the morning like this😅 I fed Ella and put her to sleep again. I woke up and pumped my milk. I was about to go back in and sleep when Market Curly arrived. – Today’s Market Kurly shopping items –

Since I make bread quite often, I bought fertilized eggs because they disappear quickly. When it comes to milk, I always only drink Pasteur. One bag each of Chapagetti, Shin Ramyun, and Bibim Ramen Beef bulgogi that I often order This Jjamppong soft tofu is also really delicious.

Curly Chicken Gangjeong has a lot of portions and tastes really good when cooked in an air fryer. Dakgalbi Tteokbokki is also an item I always keep in the freezer. I like rice cake skewers, but there aren’t many places that sell them, so I bought them.

Grilled flounder meat and eating it with rice is really delicious. Sadler House Crofle is really, really delicious, but a bit expensive. Market water rice cake soup is an item that I always stock up on. Veteran Kalguksu is simple and very delicious. I don’t know how many times I’ve bought Hongik Yukgaejang now.

This also comes with jjajang sauce, so it’s good to eat simply. My favorite Crunchy Pepero Ella is dazing around with the unicorn doll her American grandmother bought her. What are you doing, Ella? Aww so cute🥹 While I was pumping, I briefly showed Rachel a YouTube video.

I’m going to collect all the nipples I use today and disinfect them. Dissolve baking soda in water Soak all nipples in use. Then I poured water and left it as is, then washed it again with a neutral detergent. The caregiver who came yesterday comes and we leave for the hospital.

Teacher Elaya, I am listening carefully~ Today is finally the day her husband is hospitalized. ‘What kind of hospitalization is this all of a sudden?’ I think there are people who do this. To make a long story short,

In 2019, our company provided a health checkup. At that time, a lump was discovered in my husband’s thyroid gland. At the time, they said it would be a good idea to do a biopsy because it was a bit large.

The US military hospital’s really bad system + the doctor didn’t give permission for a biopsy, so I couldn’t do it. Since the doctor said it was okay, we actually didn’t think it was a big deal.

Then I went to Japan and had another follow-up test. At that time, the lump had grown a little larger. I heard that even Japanese military hospitals do not perform biopsies. I just had no choice but to live like that until I came to Korea.

My husband feels extremely tired. I saw the doctor again because the tightness in my neck continued. An ultrasound was performed and the size of the lump was growing every year. This time, fortunately, the doctor gave permission for a biopsy. I visited Dankook University Hospital in Cheonan for the first time last fall.

At that time, the doctor looked at the ultrasound and He said it looked good, but it was big and kept growing, so he needed to do a biopsy. A biopsy was performed that day, and the results came out a week later.

The result must be either ‘normal’ or ‘cancer’. In my husband’s case, an ambiguous result of ‘abnormal’ was displayed. Of course, I thought it wouldn’t be a big deal, but I was surprised that the test results were not normal.

A second test was performed again, and the results of the second biopsy were also abnormal. In this case, there is nothing more you can do. through hemithyroidectomy They said they would have to remove the lump themselves and then conduct a biopsy.

It may be cancer, but it may not be cancer. I am very reluctant to have to remove half of the necessary organs in my body. I joined the thyroid cancer cafe to get information and I also sought advice from my family and current medical acquaintances.

In the end, we decided that it was best to proceed with a hemithyroidectomy. I completed all pre-surgery tests before going to Hawaii. The day before the surgery, my husband went to the hospital and had a CT scan. The doctor said that the lymph nodes near the thyroid gland are very swollen.

If it is cancer, it may have spread to the lymphatic system. In that case, please be aware that the surgery will involve cutting out the lymph as well. Well.. I have a lot on my mind. It was a difficult time mentally, but I managed to keep my sanity.

All of this happened right after Ella was born and we came home to her. What if my husband has cancer? Ella thought that if she was born healthy, everything would be over for her.. After giving birth to Ella last year, her husband’s knee surgery continued, and now the cancer surgery…?

I really thought, why is my life like this? Of course I thought it wouldn’t be a big deal, but the day has come when I have to have surgery. We’re almost at the hospital.

On the way to the hospital, she wondered if Ella was okay, but luckily she was being taken care of by her caregiver. She parked and walked to the hospital She already wonders how many times she’s coming.. As soon as she arrives at the hospital, she is being processed for admission.

Fill out the necessary documents She was tested for coronavirus before admission So I arrived safely at the hospital. Fortunately, it was connected to a US military hospital, so I was able to stay in a special room. Tomorrow is the surgery day, so I was admitted the day before the surgery.

The hospital even gave us towels because we were American soldiers. Water bottle toiletry kit Insulated Mug comb Gargle and toothbrush cup soap case and soap toilet slippers indoor slippers He gave me a box of tissues as a gift. After returning from Hawaii, I couldn’t sleep well and was so tired…

The hospital said guardians were not allowed to go out, so I only saved Sam for yesterday and today. I tried to leave my husband alone during surgery, but his feet wouldn’t fall off. Now it’s almost time for the daycare teacher to finish so I have to go home.

They said there was a pre-surgery test, so I was going to see them off on the way. My husband wearing a Korean hospital gown with very short arms and legs… it’s so unfamiliar😭 So I break up with her husband and go to the parking lot.

The person in charge of the hospital’s International Medical Center said that guardians are never allowed to go out. Even if you take a coronavirus test, once you leave, you won’t be able to come back in. I had no choice but to look for a caregiver only yesterday and today.

I was hospitalized today and checked again. They said it was possible to just take a coronavirus test when coming back after going out. If I had known earlier, I would have done it tomorrow while my husband was having surgery. I could find a caregiver to stay with her husband..

Still, it’s a pretty big surgery, but I have to send my husband, who can’t even communicate, to the operating room alone. Ha… this whole situation is so sad and frustrating. Phew… I’m home now As soon as I get home, I burn Ella’s jumper and do the backlog of dishes.

Ella still has a hard time sitting up. Still, I keep making him practice, but when he gets tired, he twists his body like that and cries. After my husband’s surgery, I’m going to start baby food in earnest. Until then, I’m going to have them practice sitting diligently.

I’m going to sit him on a chair and feed him some rice cake. Since this is my first time feeding rice cakes, I wonder if they will like it..! Your expression doesn’t look that good…? Ha.. my heart.. Mom knew this would happen and prepared in advance😆

No, but why do you keep falling forward..? Is it because you didn’t fasten your seatbelt? I tried to fasten the belt but failed. Churp! Oh my… You catch it and eat it, Ella. He kept falling forward so I tried to hold him down. 🫨 🙄 😓

They really use a lot of effort to eat it.. My head keeps falling forward… She is sad because her head is heavy… Just like that, her first attempt at rice cake ended safely! Playing with the blanket alone, shaking her body Why is this friend like this? Looks like fun haha

The unicorn’s feet are stroking hard… What are you doing..?😓 Still, I’m glad I have a good toy to play with. Ella falls asleep after breastfeeding I’m hugging you and putting you to sleep These days, if I let him sleep like this, he sleeps well. Monday, January 29, 2024 + Day 183

I’m going to get up, pump, and do the dishes. Finished by returning the dryer to the sterilizer. I was putting food for Ella when she woke up, but she woke up. Mom is going~! It’s 5:30 in the morning, so you woke up a little early?😅 Ella is still adjusting to jet lag…

I guess I was very hungry You’re eating it well, my daughter~ Burp and I fell asleep again right away. After sleeping for about an hour, I woke up and gave Ella a bath at 6:30 a.m. Her husband always cleaned up after Ella after taking a bath..😭

Since I don’t have a husband, I have to do it myself..🫠 Pour out the bathtub water After rinsing in the shower dry I drained the second bathtub as well. Rinse with water dry I clean up after spraying water from the shower.

My husband, who is used to dry toilets, hates spraying water in the toilet like this. It’s strangely thrilling, isn’t it? I finished giving Ella a bath in the early morning like this✔️ I was pumping milk and Ella saw something… No, why is she doing this without even moving..😓 What a unique kid..

She’s Ella, she’s taking a nap. These days, she looks like this. Ella likes to be held and slept like a baby koala 🐨 It’s really lovely Today is her husband’s surgery day. While I was hugging Ella and putting her to sleep, I suddenly became very emotional..ㅜㅜ I burst into tears😭

I’m really worried about today’s surgery and feel sorry for my husband who has to have the surgery alone. I want to be with her, but there’s no one to take care of Ella. If the biopsy results are clear It would be easy to accept whether I had surgery or not.

I hated this whole situation and it was hard. If my husband has cancer, how will I live from now on? Can she live with Ella, who is still so young, and take care of her sick husband? My mind was so complicated with negative thoughts swirling around in my head. ㅜㅜ

I’ve been so busy these days that I haven’t been able to eat well, so I’ve finally reached the 69kg range… While Ella was sleeping, I cooked some ramen and ate it. Ella woke up A daily routine that is always repeated… I take out the expressed breast milk from the refrigerator.

Shake well to mix the fat layer floating on top. Put as much as you need into a baby bottle. Put it in the baby bottle warmer and turn it on. And I’m going to pick up Ella. Everyone, I found a babysitting teacher today!!

As soon as 9 o’clock struck, I immediately applied for emergency temporary connection. The caregiver accepted it right away. I didn’t even expect it ㅜㅜ I’m so happy that I was able to be with my husband as he went into surgery. A new teacher has arrived and I’m leaving Ella in charge.

I’m having a great time with teacher Elaya!🤍 I was told my husband’s surgery would likely take place between 12-2pm, so I left quickly. My husband is taking everything he needs and going to the hospital.

Since it was my first time seeing the teacher today, I was worried about whether Ella would adjust well. As expected, my daughter is the best and doesn’t even bother me! I arrived at the hospital, parked the car, and went to the hospital room.

Before going to the hospital, I stopped by the coronavirus testing center and got my nose pricked. Ouch I’m waiting because I heard it will take about 30 minutes for the results to come out.

I was worried that I might have to undergo surgery, so as soon as the results came out, I ran like crazy to get to the hospital. Husband😭 Thinking of Ella, she brought her a blanket to help her recover well. Ella fell asleep after feeding.

I am so, so thankful that I was able to see her husband’s face before he went into surgery 😭 couple bracelet hehe I was relieved because the suddenly rescued teacher looked after Ella and played well with her. She also brought a breast pump and pumped milk in the hospital room on time.

Anyway, I’m really tired ㅜㅜ I’m so tired I feel like I’m going to collapse..🫠 I finished pumping well and stored it in the refrigerator. After waiting for a long time, around 2 o’clock I received a call telling me to come down for surgery. My heart is pounding Now off to the operating room

At this moment… how worried and scared my husband must be too. Fighting, my husband and Ella’s dad! I walked like that and arrived at the operating room on the 3rd floor. I went straight into the operating room without any time to talk😭 Good luck with your husband’s surgery! I’ll be waiting!

So my husband went into the operating room. I couldn’t even eat a single meal today. I went to the basement food court to grab a bite to eat while my husband was having surgery. I ordered pork rice bowl and ate it quickly.

I bought some snacks that my husband might like at the Tous Les Jours bakery and am on my way to the hospital room. Today, Sam said he would be available until 4:30 PM. After that, our neighbor Songhee decided to come and look after Ella🥹 I’m really, really thankful, Songhee unnie..🥹

I think my husband will be hungry after I go at night. I bought it mainly for the soft texture. I thought my husband would be thirsty after the surgery, so I bought ice cream and put it in the freezer.

A sandwich for breakfast tomorrow and my husband’s favorite. Tous les Jours cheese brownie and healthy fruit juice were also added. I come to the surgical patient waiting area and wait while the surgery is performed. 🥺🥺🥺 It won’t be a big deal

I kept praying and praying that the surgery would go well without any problems. My progress has finally changed to recovering! Meanwhile, the caretaker left and Songhee arrived. Before she came out after surgery, she gave me her guardian’s contact information. I didn’t know that, so as soon as the progress changed to recovering,

She kept pacing in front of the operating room because she didn’t know when she would come out. I was so anxious the whole time I was waiting that I even ripped off all my gel nail polish. I received a text message saying that I would be out soon after recovery.

My husband finally came out!! I went into the operating room and met my husband three hours later!😭 My husband was still under anesthesia but kept repeating that it hurts so much😭 I’m going back to the hospital room.

However, in the midst of this hectic time, I, who have a strong professional spirit, took a lot of videos. Fortunately, the surgery went well and there was no lymph node metastasis. It is said that the results of the removed tissue will be available a week after the test.

My husband can eat from 8pm, so I wanted to come and watch him eat. He said the pain in his throat was so bad that he didn’t think he could eat anything. I feel so sorry for Songhee, who is looking after Ella until late.

He hurriedly left the hospital after saying goodbye to his husband. Meanwhile, Songhee is feeding Ella and putting her to sleep🥹 But luckily Ella went to bed early at night. She’s on her way to the parking lot after a long day. Oh my, it’s so hard..

Still, I was happy to be able to stay with her husband after her surgery. As soon as I got home, I sent Songhee, whom I was so sorry and grateful to, and pumped her milk. The babysitter left without doing her dishes, but Songhee did them for her 🥺 Elaya, dad’s surgery went well!🤍

Tuesday, January 30, 2024 + Day 184 I eat ramen as soon as I wake up in the morning. Elado wake up complete When I woke up, my cheeks were very red. Our cutie😆 I put it to sleep, turning it over freely, and when I laid it down, it turned over right away.

Ella likes to sleep on her stomach So when she wakes up, her face is swollen 😅 There’s drool on the blanket too.. I need to wash it😅 Since she was a newborn, Ella has been very afraid of loud noises.

I cry a lot when there is a sudden loud noise, such as a toilet flushing or applause. Even the sound of a toy ball is scary. Oh my, we are timid😆 The caregiver came again today, so I left Ella in my care and went to the hospital.

As soon as you arrive, stop by the coronavirus testing room and get tested. Today is still good.. Yesterday was really painful..😭 My husband seems to be in much better condition than yesterday. I have a test this afternoon, so I’m going to have lunch before I go for the test.

The two of us ordered and ate kalguksu at the food court. They say I need to be hospitalized for about 5 days. My husband is worried about my parents and imitates the good, good, very good that my dad often says. The teacher is there until 4 o’clock today, so I’m going home now.

Although it was short, I talked to my husband and had a good time. Ella being held by her caregiver while pumping milk at home How can you not hide your face like that..?😓 I pumped the milk and the babysitter left. Precious scene = Ella crying Yeah, what are you so sad about?

Lately, Ella has become aware of the existence of his feet and has been touching his feet all day. Playing with the teether and babbling like that all day long. I think she’s finally been able to enjoy Jumper Roo a little more recently. It reminds me of when Jumperoo first started🥹

When did it become this big? I practiced sitting today too. I fed him rice cake while practicing sitting and he loved it. Ella’s upper body keeps falling forward I’m gnawing with my slightly protruding lower teeth🤣 Ella is eating rice cake with her arms rolled up. So cute🥹

After eating everything and playing with the silicone rope, I got annoyed that something wasn’t working as I wanted. While I’m sitting down, I’m going to try drinking barley tea using a straw cup. Oh… why is this friend like this~? I asked through a straw…

It was meal time and I was hungry and annoyed. Ella must have been very tired and immediately fell asleep in my arms🥹 After putting Ella to bed, I order a late dinner. With udon I ordered fish cutlet and enjoyed it.

Now I have to fold the laundry, clean up the house and go to sleep. That’s all for this week’s video😌 It was a really busy and difficult week. When I thought about it while editing this video, this was the time when I couldn’t upload a video for 3 weeks.

I really wanted to upload a video, but I really didn’t have time to edit it…🥺 I hope that my husband recovers healthily. We would appreciate it if you would pray with us for my family and my husband’s health recovery🙏🏻 Thank you for staying with us until the end of the video today,

We’ll see you again next week, bye!🙂💛

💝 영상 속 ‘이유식 마스터기 및 웜리 이유식 용품’ 제품은 베이비브레짜 코리아 사로부터,
‘코지 베이비푸드 큐브’ 제품은 주니 사로부터,
‘리틀럽 바로한끼 이유식 용기’ 제품은 락앤락 사로부터 선물받아 솔직하게 리뷰하였습니다

🙏🏻한국어를 제외한 외국어 자막은 번역기를 사용하여 만들어졌기 때문에 문법과 문장의 오류가 다수 있음을 양해 부탁드립니다.

평범하지만 특별한 저의 일상 브이로그랍니다.
구독과 좋아요는 저에게 큰 힘이 됩니다.

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0:00 금요일 (이유식 준비 아이템 소개/베이비브레짜 이유식 마스터기/안 자고 계속 울어요../고키의 새로운 로봇 화장실 리터로봇4 직구 언박싱)
15:33 토요일 (애벌레 엘라/공군의 딸/점퍼루 제법 잘 타는 엘라/앉기 연습/정부 아이돌봄 서비스)
18:02 일요일 (새벽에 깬 엘라/마켓 컬리 추천템/젖병 젖꼭지 소독/남편 갑상선 반절제술 입원기/엘라의 첫 떡뻥 먹방/코알라 엘라)
27:10 월요일 (독박육아/엘라 목욕 후 뒷정리/터져버린 눈물/남편의 수술날)
35:28 화요일 (겁쟁이 엘라/코로나 검사 후 남편 병원 방문/보리차 첫 시음/하고싶은 말)

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43 Comments

  1. Hello Kiki san, Ella chan is getting so big and cuter everyday. 💕
    I pray for your husband to heal well and hope he comes home to continue to recuperate. My heart was sad when you cried of worrying for him. Take good care and don’t worry, everything will be fine. 🙏🏽♥️

  2. Ребёнок пока сам не сядет..его садить на стул НЕЛЬЗЯ КАТЕГОРИЧЕСКИ. Смещение тазовых костей. Тем более что это девочка

  3. 힘들어도 몸에 좋은 음식들 많이 챙겨드세요❤ 엄마가 건강해야 아기도 남편도 다 건강할수있대요😊 힘내세요❤ 아기도 너무 예쁘고 부부사이도 넘 좋아보여서 정주행 하고싶어지는 채널이네요❤

  4. 애기 돌 전에 남편이 다리때문에 한참을 고생하고 겨우 회복했는데 대장암판정이나서 바로 수술하게 되서 정말 그때는 왜 이런일이 우리한테,, 라고 생각하고 힘들었는데 벌써 그게 일년이 지났고 이제 추적관찰하면서 지내고있네요~
    엘라님도 남편분도 잘 이겨내시고 얼른 일상으로 돌아오시길 바래요:)

  5. 조용히 ~ 키키네 영상을 보고 있는 미쿡에서 사는 딸딸이 엄마예요 ㅎ
    오늘은 맘이 짠~ 해서 댓글로 나마 힘 내시라고 전합니다
    저도 숨 죽이며 한글 한글 읽으며 아이구~ 어떡하나 하고요 ㅠㅠ
    가까이 있으면 도움이 될수 있을텐데요….
    정말 너무 힘든 시간 이지만 꿋꿋이 엄마 역할, 아내역할도 척척 해내는 모습에 감동 입니다
    아기가 잘때 엄마도 함께 꼭 잠시라도 잠들수 있으면 합니다
    멀리서 응원을 보내며 항상 건강 하세요 ❤❤❤

  6. 그래도 식구들 도움도없이 큰일 치루셨네요~
    잘회복되실거예요 걱정 마시구 씩씩해지세요~^^
    갑상선암은 잘 회복되는 암이라잖아요~

  7. 저희 친정아버지도 갑상선 단대에서 수술하셨어요 남편분과 같은 증상으로 수술하셨는데 결과적으로 암은 아니였어요 65세 연세에 수술하셨지만 5년이 지난 지금까지도 갑상선 약 드시는거 없이 나머지 한쪽 잘 유지 하시면서 누구보다 열정적으로 지내고 계세요 유튜브 영상으로 봤을때는 저희 아버지 때랑 비슷한것 같아요 남편분 건강하게 잘 회복하실거에요 정말 많은 일들이 와서 많이 지치셨을거같아요 힘내세요 항상 응원드려요

  8. 남편분 수술잘되어서 다행이예요.조직검사 괜찮게 나오고 쾌차하시길 기도하겠습니다.엘라맘 힘내세요❤

  9. 키키님, 영상보는 내내 어찌나 안스러운지..
    어린아가에 남편분 수술에 많이 고생하셨어요!
    수술 잘 끝나셨으니 쾌차하실거예요
    엘라 어머님 화이팅!!

  10. 예쁜척도, 과장도, 자랑도, 호들갑도, 엄살도 없는 정말 소중한 진심 담긴 일기같은 영상 항상 잘보고 있어요. 남편분이 아니 식구들 모두 건강하시길 빌께요. 엘라도 너무 예쁘게 커가고 있고…. 소중한 일상을 응원합니다. 건강 잘 챙기세요~!!!

  11. 키키님 남편분 곧 회복하시고 건강해지실꺼에요!힘내세여!! 그리고 애기 못 앉아있으면 그냥 안앚혀도 된대요 오히려 억지로 앉히려고하면 허리에 무리가 가서 나중에 척추변형온다고 제 도수선생님이 그러셔서 터미타임 더 많이 시켜주는게 앉히는것 보다 좋대요!

  12. 기도할게요~!!! 엘라아빠 힘내시고 별일아닐거예요~가족 모두 잘먹고 잘자고 행복한 생각만 하세요!^^

  13. 지금까지 다 잘 이겨내신것처럼
    남편분 별일 아니시길 바래요!! 아 그리고 저도 대근육 발달이 늦은 아가를 키우고 있는데, 이유식때 되어도 허리힘이 부족해 잘 못앉아서 몇달은 바운서에서 먹였어요. 저는 외국인데 다들 잘 앉고 있기 전까지는 하이체어 쓰거나 앉혀놓는거 아기한테 무리간다고 만류하더라고용. 대신 너무 늦으면 엄마가 뒷쪽에 앉아서 아기 골반쪽 양손으로 지탱해주고 앉는 연습은 잠깐씩 시켜도 된다고 했어용. 참고하시라고 알려드려용~

  14. 힝…키키님 힘내세요..저도 애기 낳고 애기 3개월차에 쓸개에 3센치 크기의 담석이 생겼다는걸 알게 됐어요ㅠㅠ애기 봐줄 사람이 없어서 남편 혼자 집에서 애기 보고 저는 담낭제거 수술을 했답니다
    그래도 수술 잘 됐고 더 건강해져서 애기랑 다시 잘 지내고 있어요!! 남편분도 더 건강해지실꺼에요~많이 힘드시겠지만 엄마아빠가 힘내야죠~화이팅♡

  15. 살다보면 이런일,저런일 많아요 이또한 지나가니 힘내세요 남편 빠른회복 기원합니다 ~^^

  16. 남편분 별 일 없이 빨리 회복되시길 진심으로 바랍니다. 예쁜 엘라가 복덩이라 앞으로 좋은 일만 있으실꺼예요.💌

  17. 키키님 힘든 한주를 보내셨네요 ㅠㅠ 저는 임신중에 피검사에서 갑상선에 이상이 있는것 같다고 산부인과에서 연결해준 병원에서 일주일도 안돼서 피검사했는데 정상이라고 나와서 출산때까지 계속 피검사했었는데 다행히 정상이였어요 그래도 정상으로 나오기전까지 걱정도 많고 초조해서 잠도 잘 못자고 그랬거든요..

    저 작년부터 구독하고 있었는데 부끄러워서 댓글은 못 남겼는데 키키님 힘내시라는글 남기고 싶어서 댓글 남깁니다 ^^
    (못봤던 영상도 다 정주행하고 이제 영상 속도하고 같아 졌어요ㅎㅎ)

  18. 키키님 ㅠㅠ 힘내세용 ! 옐라도 아무 문제없이 건강하게 태어났듯이 남편분도 그럴거예요! 화이팅 하시구! 힘내세요!!!❤

  19. 지나다가 엘라네 소식듣고 맘아파 댓글 첨 남겨요~ 엘라가 미라클 베이비이니 아빠도 그 기운으로 좋은 소식 있을거에요~~~저도 모르는 그 누구중에 한명이지만 엘라네를 위해 기도할게요~~뻔한말이지만 해뜨기전이 가장 어둡다고하니 얼마나 좋은한해가 될려고 그러나 하세요~🙏🏻

  20. 나를 둘로 나눌수 있으면 한명은 아기에게로, 또 한명은 남편옆에 있으면 좋겠다 상상해본적 있는데 딱 이럴때군요. 토닥토닥~ 얼마나 애태우며 왔다갔다 하셨을지요. 라면 드실때 짠했어요. 너무너무 잘하고 계신다고 응원합니다!!!

  21. 저도 그래서 수술했는데 암이었어요. 수술후 조직 검사가 가장 정확해요. 림프 전이 여부와 암 종류에 따라 예후가 다르긴 하지만 만약 암이래도 걱정 마세요. 착한 암이라 하잖아요. 암이 아닐 수도 있구요. 힘내세요

  22. 엘라아버님 쾌유를 빌고 키키님도 고생하셨네요 엘라사랑둥이도 키도크고 웃는 모습은 매력넘쳐요 ^^❤

  23. Kiki, já retirei a tireóide com carcinoma maligno e estou aqui, atualmente com 71 anos. Aconteceu há mais de 15 tanos. Fiz tratamento radioativo/ 200 de iodo . É ter paciência é muita CORAGEM. Fé !❤ Seu esposovja está curado.Sua família é linda!❤

  24. Olá sou do Brasil 🇧🇷 e sigo ( Adoro seus vídeos)
    Estamos juntas no pensamento e energias positivas para o seu marido.👊 💜🙏✨️🇧🇷

  25. 엘라맘님 몸이 열개라도 모자랄정도의 일이 많았군요~ 초에 안좋은일이 있으면 액댐했다고하죠 그만큼 그다음엔 좋은일이 많다는 뜻이죠~ 복덩이 엘라가 있으니~ 엘라 보고 힘내세요~ 순둥순둥 이쁜 엘라~ 저도 엘라 웃는 얼굴보면 기분이 너무 좋아져용~^^(참고로 영상에서 불안하실때 손관절을 많이 꺽으시던데~ 그러면 나중에 더 나이들어서 많이 아파요~제가 그랬거든요😢😢 걱정되는 마음에 알려드려용😊😊)

  26. 아고 한주동안 많은일이 있으셨네요ㅠㅠ 지금은 괜찮으신지.. 궁금하네요 키키님도 건강잘챙기시고 남편분 건강 회복되시길바래요.

  27. 간만에 들려보니 마음이 아프네요ㅠ
    키키님 토닥토닥ᆢ
    이제 앞으로는 맘아픈 일 더 이상 일어나지 않게 기도할께요ᆢ
    천사 같은 엘라 보면서 힘내시길 바랍니다

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